elloz , came to post .
morning went to eat breakfast with timo , xueli and yu ping .
after that went to school for make up lesson by mr gwee .
Learned about physics then do some worksheet then end already .
Headed to find jun hao at cwp after the lesson went to have lunch with them at coffee shop .
came to my house slacked till 3 and he went off the meet his friend while chenfei and i go semb meet slumber for bball .

played bball till 930 then went off .
saw kt and train-ed with her back to woodlands .
Play bball like shit -_- drag whole team down only wth .
now at home , posting , tomorrow do homework .
bored ..


Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. 

elloz , came for a short post .
today went to school as usual .
Had english compre test and math test today .
Sure fail D:

after school , actually wanted to play bball at 369 .
who knows , it rains -_-||| in the end didnt play then go back school for parents meeting .
after the talk , bla bla bla ,
went to play bball at 178 with yj and cf .
play till 10 , lights off .
walk home .
very cold , was coughing -_- sick lerh ...

tatas...

I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell

Love always changes over time. And so does the pain love so often brings us.
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.
the longer a relationship is alive, the longer it takes to get over its death. But, for all things, there is a time.


hais , 
nowadays schooling lorh , 
nothing much also . 
Love a person for who he/she is .


cannot concentrate during lessons due to dont know what reason also . 
Jan is ending . 
and i didnt even have any progress to my studies . wtf ? _|_

elloz , came for a short post .
Been busy studying and doing homework .
retake mother tongue as i felt that i very lousy ? Oo
B4 with merit . wtf -_-|||

studystudystudy = results you want
slackslackslack = see a "ite" on the result slip . lols

elloz ,
nothing post .
everyday is the same .
go school , come back , do homwork , eat , sleep .
so boring .

wanna study but dont know where to start .
wanna  pay attention but feelings is distracting me .

gonna start taking down notes already .
if not Os sure die -_- .
dont have the mood to study now larhs .
fuck off dudes .

stress~

went to library and do my homework today .
Can't think of the story line larhs -_-
brain cells used up and i wrote only 3 paragraphs .
faint .

Met up with glad , xin di , jun jie and jun xian to go library today .
after that 4p.m glad went off first as she go meet her friend then left xin di . jun jie , jun xian and me .
we headed to jun jie and jun xian's house to slack awhile while waiting for gald as we having dinner together .

bla bla bla .
skip .
around 5+ glad came to jun jie and jun xian house to meet us .
then meet up with weilong at downstairs and we headed off to cwp to had our dinner .
Had long john for dinner .
after that went back home , now posting .
blabla black sheep .

Last day of the motivation program .
it was fun though .
But at the end , coach gave us maths paper to do .
when i saw the paper , i did nothing .
bang ~ head on the chair .
till the paper is over then coach gave us the solutions
was looking though larhs , all those question teacher teach us before .
after that , said bye to coach and went to take bus home .

was thinking , how i come to secondary 5 ?
what i have been studying in school for the past fucking 4 years ?

seriously , i dont know what to do now .

well , at school till 6p.m for yesterday , today and also tomorrow .
Well , the course was not as boring as it looks ,
was having fun though .

Yesterday was in the hall to see pupils taking back Os level result .
saw alot sad faces but well , i got B4 for my chinese again -_-
dam pissed off , vent anger by kicking the god dam door at the school hall .

aiya , what mrs chew said was right . Dont have the heart to study , no matter how you do , the result is the same .
so yeah , i'm not gonna retake .
rather use the time to brush up my other subjects that i'm weak at .

Been thinking alot nowadays .
I think i keep my mouth shut is better ? [;

who knows ....

another long day awaits tomorrow .
argh ~

thats all .
Guitar has add in Rhythm to my life .

Fun day :D

Had soccer match with my uncles today [[; .
it was fun . woots xD
played from 9-11 .
had mac for breakfast and went home  .
saw jun hao's so called "stupid" message and he called me .
mins later , he came .
was doing homework larhs , we are good boy ;D
ahahs , once he done his homework , he use computer while i'm still doing maths -_- .
Asked him some question about english paper that my teacher gave .
with his help , i done it [[;

after that , was slacking lo xP .
till 5+ , went to had late lunch / dinner with him at coffee shop .
After our meal , headed to his house awhile while i was waiting for gladys and jun xian for dinner .
When we reach his house , when he lay his fingers on the keyboard and started playing .
one word "awesome"
nothing to say .
ahahs ,
soon i went off to meet gladys and jun xian for dinner :D .
Had mos for our dinner .
accompany gladys go popular as she wanna buy things for her brother .
bought two pens , thanks for gladys's treat >< .
ahahs , after that went home [[;

thats all the crap for today ^^

it will be a long day in school tomorrow -_- .
sick .

Nth much to say .
Went to NYP yesterday with my classmates
was walking around , visiting different schools
ahahs , then they let us walk on our own .
i went to the stage and see those people practicing for later's NYP jam .
hope i can perform >< lols .
stupid thinking .
after that , went back to school at around 6 ?
took bus home .
reach home around 7+ ,
mother didn't cook dinner -_-
so meet up with jiong how and had my dinner at downstair's coffee shop .
then followed him go cwp , as he wanna buy ipod casing  .

meet up with slumber and slack awhile till 9plus , headed down to sembawang and waitied for ruilin to have supper .
Had mac for supper , and sent her home , i walk home as i wanna waste time [; .
was thinking alot things while walking lorhs .
who cares [[;

nothing much to say la .
was shock to hear from slumber that pai kia gary pass away yesterday morning .


R.I.P gary .
we wont forget you .

Didn't have the mood to post nowadays or should i say , dont feel like posting .
Did nothing much at school .
Lessons haven't officially started yet .

tomorrow going RP open house
Friday going NYP open house -_- .
and for next week , Monday , Tuesday and Wednesday , gotta stay back up till 6p.m for some stupid program that school offer us .
How nice -_- .

played electric guitar just now ,
get the feeling back and it was great .
Hope can go to studio again with the same old faces .

depressing jamming session we've got .
dont wanna mention about it .

school is gonna reopen soon .
sian .