Thoughts

You always say i neglect your feelings, having a bad impression of you. But look at your own actions and reflect on yourself. You said you will do this and that. But no actions. When we switched roles. i told you the same thing and you don't even want me to explain. You just can't be bothered with what i am about to say. Now you expect me to just let it go? Fine, i do not want to stir up troubles again and end up a bad night, though it already is a bad night for me. With YOU being or acting like you care but you don't. Still can say not purposely. I don't know what to say already. Thought no message? Very lazy to see my chat meh. Very difficult to go see meh. And stop using your "forgetful" mind as an excuse. It doesn't matter actually. Since i am really numb. The main thing is that, i am really disappointed and i will never, ever expect much from you anymore. i will still message you even when you don't reply. No worries. I will be normal even if you reply me 12 hours later or so.

"when you are wondering why the unlucky stuffs happen to you, search under a book called 'shit happens'."

LIFE

hello blog. so i decided to write up. its be a shitty 2 years right now. having a r/s or not r/s currently drives me crazy being unable to communicate to the person. IT IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU. ALWAYS AND ALWAYS. you say you dont wanna explain because of my impression of you. BUT YOU ARE WRONG. IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOUR SICKENING ATTITUDE THAT IS WHY. IF PEOPLE GOT A BAD IMPRESSION ABOUT YOU, SHOULDNT YOU BE EXPLAINING OR DEFEND YOURSELF TO PROVE YOURSELF YOU AINT THAT PERSON?! WHATS MORE I AM/AM NOT YOUR BF. SO ISNT IT MORE RIGHT THAT YOU SHOULD EXPLAIN IT TO ME. GOD DAMMIT. THOUGHT YOU WERE MATURE. BUT I GUESS YOU ARENT.