A LONG POST [[;

Sup young little dudes and ladies ~

i am here again to post despite from being mia from blog for so many months :D
so many days pass i guess ?
Relationships changed friends around getting smaller ? i dont know xD
Was thinking about the past la . haha , old school times .
Hang around with friends , get scolded by teacher together etc .
haha so funny .
Now , nothing much uhs , hanging with same old friends , played basketball , went for jogging and work out and lastly , play guitar :D

Now its December , its Christmas now , what have you guys done ? XD
working ? slacking ? fooling around ? being alone at home ? feel helpless ?
hahas , Sec 1 - 5 . A very meaningful 5 years :D
Somethings that cant be explain in words i guess ?
xD The most funny year is secondary 5 i guess ?
A lot of crap happen
4 to 3 to 2 to none .
hahas ! epic ? not bad xD
and about best friend ... hmm
no worries , we are best friends , its just that , some misunderstanding ? i dont know , that caused us to be drifted ?

This is about you dude !
You see ah . Things between you and me might change but our bonds remains the same .
Its just that things happened so suddenly and it caused both of us to be speechless when we see each other .
haha . its alright if you need a helping hand :D .
Choose your friends and believe them wisely ;D .
 Dont end up like this man . :D
Hope you got a get holidays and find a job soon so you won't be rotting at home . haha
Hope to cya soon ? if you don't mind :D

thats all :D
its a long post ? i guess ? TEE HEE .

ahah , its been AWHILE since i last posted .
Was busy preparing for O levels uhs .
so didn't have much to post too .
study study and study was i had been doing for the past few weeks .
O level starts in two days time .
ahh =.="
wish it could be over soon and i am free ! :D
ahaha

yeah , don't wait for people to approach you , you yourself must learn how to approach people first :D

its been a while since my last post uhs .

Due to prelims and jamming . ;x
ahah , every session was great !! :D
last two weeks was prelim .
it was stressful however , i managed well enough , so , hope everything will be alright ? :D

had steamboat for dinner at saturday (18/9/10)
it was dam fun uhs . jokes around and laughter :D
hope to have a similar session too .! :D
prelims are over , O's Levels coming soon !! D:
wanted it to be over soon but scared of the result D:

oh well , things didn't go pretty for me this year round . -.-"
many shit did happen . argh...

wont be posting till o's level is over ?

till then . ....


we are the Arms-Race™

decided to post after a long period of time .
Went for school for SMB youth run and teacher's day celebration .
the celebration was great . regretted that i didn't went to perform ;x

after the celebration , headed to indoor sports hall and played basketball with slum and gang .
after which went to meet up with drew and adrian to eat . :D
then went to khatib to have tutorial .

reach home around 8+?
ahahs , it was tiring yet fun :D
gonna have jamming tomorrow ^^
feel excited every time when it comes to jamming :D ,
play and sing with a bunch of best friends :D
when its jamming , thats the only 2 hours whereby i can forget everything but to enjoy the session ! :D
Hope tomorrow i could play well as 4 people are coming ;x

thats all :D

bye readers ~

when things couldnt get any better , best is to let it go .
Even though you don't want it , but you have to do it .
its the fact .
no body's gonna change it .
Face it and deal with it .
No point holding on when you're barely breathing .
its pointless , what for ?
if you dont feel like to text with me , you can tell me too .
its alright .
i can deal with it .

Been really stress this time round , dont know why also .
studies is part of it ,
another reason i dont know .
tried to talk to you but you gave cold reply .
lalala , if cherish every moment is so easy , things will be better .
aha but sadly it doesn't .

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elloz , thought of posting as its the best way to vent anger?
its better spam at my blog rather than fb -.-

okay , first thing first , things are getting off hand now .
beyond what human can control .
its the same anymore i admit , everyone change .
its was used to be an happy ending , but now ? a tragic i will stated it .

no point being stress over this matter but i just cannot stop thinking about it .
friendship means alot to me and yeah , there you go , break the treaty of friendship .
thanks eh .

come on larhs , stop being a fucker .
thinking of the words you told me and looked at yourself now .
arent you saying about yourself ? (telling to no one , but if whoever you think you are , its your point of view , i cant change it . )
world is really dam strange larhs , for once , i thought you are important to me , but now , i think that , maybe its just a rubbish for you i assume ?
Trust ? what's trust ? is there even trust between us ?
To the hell with friendship larhs . _|_ 

you're irritating faggot .

ello readers ;D

i'm here to update my blog xP .
today was boring / tired in school D;
feel like sleeping .
dam tired .
hahas oh ya , has been attending night study ;D
its a good thing for me as i cant study at home .
hope all my efforts paid off D;
and of cause , many things happen .
i felt that , this week was a terrible week for me D:
just my thoughts though  .


ahahs tomorrow its national day celebration !
cant wait to have a match against teacher tomorrow :D
it might be the last time to hang out with teachers for this year D:


thats all . xD
gotta sleep early :D
nights ~~~~~~

yawns . bloody stress . BLOODY

sup young peoples .
its been very stress for me nowadays
studies , guitar , singing , etc ...
been heading  back to school on monday , wednesday and sometimes , friday .
studying chemistry and doing math .
brain moving very slow when i'm doing math , dont know why also : /
argh ! darn it , wanna do well D:
Prelims are coming soon , time do flies .

many things happened uhs , got ups and downs .
got me down also .
things getting better in school nowadays .
laughter and jokes . ahahs .
miss the old times ..

next monday and tuesday will be a holiday , wee~
however , now i think that , holiday wasn't the time to do homework but to revise and rest .
so just hope that teachers wont give so many homework xD
ahahs , thats all . . .

it all matters .. . seriously ...

elloz :D
its been a long time since i post .
nothing much to post actually D:
been doing school work , playing guitar , slacking , using comp , etc ...
time is running out
friday got exam , monday also got exam , argh D:
wish i got more time D:

when you're down i and down ,
however , when you're happy , i am still down , why ?
because the one that makes you happy wasnt me .

elloz readers ~~~
came to post uhs .
very boring x;
morning woke up , throat not feeling well already .
hope tomorrow it will be fine till mother tongue oral is over ^^

nothing much happen , xD
after school went to timothy's house and did some homework :D
something funny happen xP
do till 6plus and i went home .
reach home , had my dinner , bath and played guitar :D

now using comp and chat ...
so the bored D:
thats all D:

elloz readers :D

came to post . ;D
wake up in the morning , when i was about to go out yuping text-ed me and she said not going to library as she is not free .
so i studied at home and do my homework .
managed to study abit and do homework .
left with phy and chem only ;D

spent my day at home .
did nothing much ,
study study study and study .
and of cause , played guitar :D
ahahs , tomorrow's gonna be a day at home again .
hope i wont rot !

;D
after all this time , i never thought i would be here .

elloz readers :D
ahas , came to post as i've got nothing to do .
:D , woke up late in the morning for breakfast . sorry D;
after that , jun hao came my house and slacked awhile .
PS him at 4plus , sorry sorry D;

went to meet up with timothy in train and then xue li and yuping later on .
:D catch a movie uhs .
Not bad . :D
guai lan yu ping and xue li .
so fun ;x
had dinner at kfc and BK .
very full :D
reach home at 10 , bath and using comp ;D

haha , tomorrow school-ing le D;
darn it .
so fast D: ,
4 more months , must endure !
Never give up ! HAHA :D
accoutants is what i wanna be :D

thats all . :D
i am more into guitar ;D

elloz all ,
came to post after a few weeks .
Has been studying and playing during the holidays .  . . .
many things happen around me . . . .
however , i doesn't stop me from going jamming , having fun with friends and do homework .
i was relieved ;D .

a new term has started .
Exams are near again D:
time to mug hard D;
wanna do well and prove those people / assholes who think that i am incompetent in doing that .

this week no jamming D;
sad .
look forward to sunday and monday ^^
alright , thats all .
its quite a short post actually .. .
HOWEVER , who cares ? :D

elloz , back to post again .
nothing much uhs .
nowadays wake up early  .
had class outing yesterday at east coast park .
it was fun but at the same time , tiring .
oh btw , it was the first time i went to east coast and didn't play water .
credits to danial's guitar .
ahahs , accompany me for about 4 hours ?
sang songs .

didn't really eat much barhs .
cycled for about 12 hours or so , butt pain .
headed home on the next day around 1 p.m ?
never sleep cause jun hao and jun jie came my house .
chat , played guitar and slack uhs .
at night went to have our dinner with gladys and her mother .
went cwp to walk around and her mom bought things .
after that , headed down to coffee shop to drink and slack awhile .

reached home around 10plus ?
woke up 11plus this morning .
leg cannot take it so give physic lesson a skip .
sorry mr gwee .

had breakfast and went to jun jie house and slack till 4plus and headed home to get ready for jamming .
leave house at 7.15 p.m as my dad is giving alex , his friend , ray and me a free ride .
jamming ended at 10.10 p.m and headed home .
now at home , feeling disappointed --

..thats all ~

elloz , nothing to do , so decided to post .
nothing much lorhs , been constantly heading to library for the past few days .
very shag uhs - -
morning study till afternoon .

gotta practice more and study smart uhs .
tomorrow morning gonna wake up already .
basketball in the afternoon !!! ;D

jamming on tuesday . cant wait to meet up with the new member ;D
ahahs and of cause two new songs awaits !

study , study and study :D

went to study in the morning :D
ahahs had breakfast with rabbit at mac
and went to library to study .
Studied from 10-4 plus p.m ?
had lunch at coffee shop and headed home .

text , use comp and rest uhs .
went to meet gladys at 6 as she want to get things at cwp .
walk around cwp till 7plus ?
headed home , had dinner at 9 plus .
doing nothing now D:

tomorrow study again :D

just came back from sembawang .
pff , dam tired .
played basketball from 3plus - 9.30p.m
ahahs , however enjoyed myself :D

nowadays nothing happen much , been going back school for lessons from the past four days and of cause , including today .
wanna brush up my studies .
No more playing already D:
sadded , after Os i'm gonna play like no tomorrow ;D
ahahs ,
study study study is all i need now .

elloz

hey ~ , came to post .
yeah , its been quite awhile yeah ?
ahahs , things changed recently , friends change , things around us change , all that larhs .
"trust" is a strong word between friendship and boy girl relationship man ,
once you lost the "trust" your friends or girlfriend  or boyfriend , you are so dead .

Its hard to gain trust from others .
its life , i could say . if your friends doesn't trust you , no matter what you do or say , they will just nod their head and won't give any comments .

Treat all of your friends equally even though some might grow hatred towards you .
At least you know that you didn't betray any of your friends ;D
thats enough .
Having a best friend to share things with .
its a good thing ya'll know ?
ahahs , best friend is hard to find :D:D
once you have it , treasure it .

elloz , came to post since i am so free . ;x
monday : check paper , do corrections etc , had tuition . Headed home late .
today : nothing happen much uhs , went to school as usual . School ended at 2 p.m ? wanted to meet up with her but she still sleeping so headed home .
at home , rotting . D:

elloz ,
came to post since i'm free .
hmm , nothing much uhs , its just that
thursday :
went to play basketball in school as well as teckong (if i'm not wrong)
friday :
went to jamming :D but sadly , my singing was crap D:
as for yesterday ,
went to friend's church for concert .
by right there is four of us ,
two of them last minute back off . = = bloody hell .
if you don't wanna go just say larhs , what for last minute = =

and for today .. .
i'm rotting at home plus , i'm piss off = =

its been a while ...

elloz , long time didn't post .
lazy uhs D:
nothing much happened , got back our results D:
badly done for MYE - -
O's level mother tongue is round the corner , gonna buck up already .
no more fooling around like some 5years old kid .

haha , who says friends are forever ?
when there's spark between both of them , soon they will break up .
ahahs , "forever" doesn't exist thats what i believe :D ,
tomorrow gonna play basketball i guess.
and whats more ? friday !!! jamming session , woots .
thats all ..
byebye ~~~~

elloz ~
ahahs its a tiring day - -
played basketball for almost half of my day with my primary school friends .
it was fun :D
enjoyed playing .

but i forgotten that i need to go to grandmother house D;
and i played till 7plus .
lol so in the end , didn't went for ah ma house and stayed at home .
text awhile and then was staring at space till now . D;
boring ~~~~~~

it come to an end .

ahah finally , 5 months of studying .
Hope my study paid off this time round .
did really study for all subjects :D .
ahahs , nothing happen recently uhs [[;

well , lost my cool nowadays dont know why .
sorry to all people whom i was rude to .
sorry .

today was the last day of the mid year exam :D .
played basketball with teachers.
it was a draw D: 57-57 .
ahahas , had fun :D:D

after that went to eat with timothy .
took bus and saw sarjeev .
reached home around 5plus .
took a nap till 7p.m
woke up , went to bath and meet up with jun jie they all to have dinner .
ahah after dinner , came home and watched tv .
lols now using comp .

June is gonna be a tough month for me .
hope i can make it through D:

elloz ,
went for jamming yesterday .
was one of the best session that we have jam so far .
Played bad romance well enough and we played 5 times .
enjoyed the 2 hours session with them .
when i'm with them , i feel like i'm myself again  .

after jamming session , headed back to woodlands and jun hao suggested that he wanted to ton .
alex cannot make it so end up its jun hao , ray and jiong how .
jiong how came till 1 plus and he went home .
left the 3 of us playing guitar and sing song .
played till 4 and went to bed .
close my eyes and put an end to my day .

Sad day .

elloz ...
erm , had mother tongue paper this morning .
it was difficult . seriously difficult .
couldn't understand the passage .
goner for this paper. 
after the paper ends .
headed to 369 with timothy , chen fei and black black .
played basketball .
was fun uhs .
awhile later , timothy and chen fei went off first .
black black and i stayed and played a little longer.

reach home around 4plus ?
was resting as i'm lazy to bath ..
it was boring at home .
when i wanted to bath .
the clouds started to change in its colour .
from white to grey .
great . raining .
thunderstorms very scary .

the rain stop at 7 i guess ?
practiced my gigs as tomorrow having session with them .
it will be the last before mid year end .
and will continue after mid year end till before Os level started .
well , mid-year is near .
gotta study real hard .
alone .

whoa , -_- today was a hell day for me .
Due to my darn mouth .
things changed in a split second .
This was how it changed :
i said the wrong thing
she stare at me
and she angry
cause the words i said was her raw spot
so , in split second , i might be a jerk ? asshole ? bastard ? fucker ? to her ? i don't know , but its definitely not friends barh ? (at least for now i guess )
so ya , blame who ?
of cause is me .
knew that it hurts her after i saying it out .
what's the point then ?
its too late .
can't turn the time back .
what's done is done uhs i know .
and i knew that by saying sorry is not good enough too .
i know that it irritates her now barhs ?

so yeah .
its a darn fcuking shit day for me .

and i am very sorry for what i've said . D:
i know that it can't get rid of the hatred you had towards me now .
learn my lesson and
i will keep my mouth shut from now on .

came to post before i sleep uhs .
nothing much happen today .
went out to discuss about history project .
went back home , played comp , do homework and acoustic jamming session with jun hao .
Something happened uhs ,
hope you dont avoid me .
if you do , i also cannot do anything .
well , its life i guess .
my punishment i guess ?
ahas ....

hahas , been having great time nowadays .
Went to do homework with yuping in the afternoon till 430 p.m at ssc's starbucks .
took the shuttle bus back to sembawang interchange and took bus to cwp .
went home , and waited for dad and brother and went out to grandmother house again .
slacked , chat , eat and eat .
lols , then headed home . now at home using comp , dont know do what .
MisLEAD MISLEADMISLEADMISLEADMISLEAD

raining days @_@

Tired tired and dam tired D:
been a long day in school .
Feeling better after drinking timothy's honey lemon water .
ahas thanks ah
so bored now .
homework homework and homework . D:

hais ;c

elloz , came to post .
hmm , will be a short one i guess ?
yesterday went to catch a movie called " Date Night "
with timothy and yu ping .
can say its funny but at the same time its pervertic uhs .
watched at 4.10 p.m and ends at about 5.40+ p.m ?
went to meet up with xue li , venson and choon kiat at mega food mall as they having dinner .
after that , headed to library to do homework D;
Its drizzling , ahahs left and aroudn 7+ or 8 p.m
verson and choon kiat stays .
so yeah , sent xue li home as worry about her saftey uhs .
lols while timothy sent yu ping home .
had dinner at kfc with timothy .
and went home after that .

thats for yesterday .
now , today .
ahahs , tired uhs D:
had school lorhs , then bla bla bla .
went home , get changed , and went back to semb to do homework with timothy , jie ying and pei ying .
6p.m went home .
had dinner , slacked and now ,, posting .
D: D: D: D:

stress and sick-ed day

elloz readers .
wake up a little late than usual this time round .
sore throat has found me D: shit -_-
went to school by taking train .
the day started off well i guess .
after school had Oral -_-

topic wasn't really hard .
tried my best to make it through .
its good that i can speak to her now .

hope that sore throat will go away D:
dont wanna fall sick .
friday still got singing to do .
D: please please

boring day

elloz .
its was a boring day for me today .
Darn boring .
wake up in the morning around 7plus .
can't sleep due to reasonssssss
switch on my computer and stare at the screen not knowing what to do next
Till afternoon , mummy called and i went to have lunch with her .
after that , back to my staring session ..

till 3plus , went to do maths .
able to solve the questions .
and slacked again .
finally , evening .
couldn't take it anyone , headed to grandma house with dad and my brother .
played game , chat and had dinner at grandma house .
Until 10.30p.m ,
took train home and here i am , at home .
Posting .
its moments like this that make you want to end it all , moments that are, agrivating, horrible, and all together  inreversable .

elloz :D ,
came to post because today was a fun day for me .
hahas ! give school a miss as today is sports day and i am lazy to go .
Used comp in the morning , chen fei came my house around 10+ .
Slacked , used comp till 12plus and yuping text me .
got changed and head out to woodlands station and meet up with them .
chen fei and sarjeev was with me too as both of them going dont know where ahahas .

Met up with yu ping , venson , timothy and choon kiat in train .
went to orchard for party world .
ahahs sing from 2-7p.m
it was fun uhs , all of them sing well expect me ! D:
ahahas bad vocal i am
after that , timothy went off to go church and the 4 of us went to have our dinner ;D .

the dinner was great :D ,
and we took train and went home .
now i'm home posting .

well , friends ... just friends ..

since you want it to be this way fine .

elloz readers .
today was a hell day for me i would say .
once again . i got the feeling of being left out D;
dont know why . maybe is i'm not use to it ?
hmm , well , who cares , once a loner always a loner .
personal thoughts uhs .

today's AEP lesson was meaningless .
Did not learn anything .
english slot got taken by yu ping and xue li .
then i had to go for chinese for the oral thingy .
it was bull-shit -_-

dont know what so say le ,
after the AEP ends which is 5 p.m or so.
went home , took bus with sarjeev , chen fei , jie ying , wanee and eika .
walked back home alone .
bath-ed and now using comp .
maybe tomorrow will be good day ?
i wonder ...

The weather looks fine but inside my heart is despairing.

140th post

finally reached 140th post .
Went to school as usual today .
Mood was not very good thanks to somebody .
reach school , can't smile like yesterday , can't joke like yesterday .

Today in school , for whole lesson , its like having test non-stop besides chemistry and poa .
yeah , now i know that , although i have friends in the class , i'm still alone .
as in , not in a groups anymore .
haha .... a joke eh ?
Life is getting hard day by day .
yeah , need to move on but i can't .
Paint a smile on my face just not to let you guys worry about it .
and yeah , i am a kind of person who hides my own problems to myself .
even if you ask me , i will still say fine , although you can hear the tone of mine and its a lie .

Hahs ! today was the same as yesterday .
chat , joke , kena whack , very pain D:
hmm , let's talk abit barhs , had poa mock exam today .
dont know how to do D:
then mr gwee said phy test did very badly . (hope i'm not the one ? D: )
bla bla bla ;D

after school , played basketball while waiting for my dental appointment which is at 2.30 p.m
when the times up , i go there , then the dentist said need to wait longer , so i canceled the appointment and headed down to meet her .
accompany her to civic center as she want to have injection at Sata .
but alot people , then she lazy to wait .
so i headed home , she went to find friend .
now at home , just finish a game with timothy and his brother .
fun game ;D
got homework to do
a while later jun hao and ray is coming my house for some teachings of guitar D:
sian sian , bad romance !!!! ahahs !
thats all :D

 

woots , like this picture . aahhas the 4 guys man :D:D:D::D

hmm that photo was taken at timothy's church during saturday . 

for today , spent almost 3/4 of the day in school D: , 

chat , joke , kena whack , very pain D: 

hope tomorrow will be better :D

Doubt's yet to cleared

elloz ,
let's talk about yesterday ...
hmm , nothing happen much . just that morning went to swimming with jun hao and pals .
after that meet up with grand ma to do homework .
didn't do much as i dont know how to do ~.~
a while later xue li came .
Due to some reason , i dont dare to face her -_- .
Soon , i left and went home .
get changed and headed to novena to attend timothy's church concert .
Great song , singing and of cause , the melody of the piano .
talked with yang and jonathan too .
took some pictures also :D
and headed back to take train .
train to semb as i going to meet up with ruilin as she wanna eat dinner .
after that i took bus and went home .
Message xue li and cleared my doubts which is good thing or bad thing i dont know .
that ends my day with a sad tone .

besides , today ... which is sunday @_@
morning wake up and get bath and went to have breakfast just now .
Now at home posting .
hope today it ends the day with a happy tone ? i dont know .
Tomorrow is monday already . ..
when the skies seems dark , it means that the heaven is gonna cry . 

Long day in school today .
mood was okay till one message which turns my mood upside down .
thanks eh -_-
after school , stayed back for O's level study program .
Give lunch a skipped as i got no money to eat .

went to English and Physic's AEP lesson .
It ends about 5.15p.m .
Bus-ed with sarjeev and went home .

Reach home , bath , now using comp .
sian ..

it's obvious i know .
She's out of my league .
I know i never will be good enough for her however , misleading keep dragging me in .
yeah , i know i'm stupid , ugly and short .
i admit i'm not your type .
But , not loving you is harder than you know .
let this just be a sour feeling for me and unknown feeling to you .

i've given up D:

came to give a short post .
about today , nothing much happen .
xP manage to get my file back :D
ahahs , after school went home , helped jiong how to "dress up " his naked guitar and tune it for him .
after that , went to stadium and meet up with xue li and yu ping , follow by timothy , venson and choon kiat afterwards .
Sorry for hitting your face D: .
Around 5.30 p.m , we went off and go causeway to eat .
venson and coon kiat went home first .

after eating , xue li and yu ping went home while timo and i went to gym .
Sadly , the gym was flooded with people -_- , no choice , went back home .
timo came my house awhile , slacked  till around 8plus and he went home .
Now using comp , lalala .

made my blog private .
as dont wanna let people see cause i dont know what the reason might be .
so , yeah , day pass by as my life goes on .
Nothing much happen nowadays , it's been 3months since i came to school .
yet , my results are like bull shit .
Cause of it ? i dont know .

whatever it is , i'm figuring out .
Being a guy is easy but being a guy who is able to love a person and know that eventhough its impossible is hard .
so what now ?
i've "given up" to this life , seriously .
what's the point of it ?
secondary 5 ? arse man .
so what if i'm at secondary 5 ?
my results doesn't prove that i got the rights to stay at secondary five man .
wtf ,
pissed off , dont know what to say .
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if god do exist the world wont be suffering

2nd day of school = sucks D:

as usual went to school in the morning .
But got sent back due to hair issues .
too long -_-
no choice , went to have a haircut and went back school around 12 ?
didn't learn much for today .

went to have lunch with andrew , sarjeev , chenfei and donald .
after that go home already .
Now at home posting .
what's love to you ? i wanna know .

bball ~

elloz , came to post .
short one ;x .
nothing much happen lorhs , just that , went to play basketball at sembawang from 6 -9 p.m
very tired .
gonna do homework tomorrow , and what makes me happy is that ,
there will be jamming tomorrow ;D
most importantly , someone is coming back <:<:<:<:<:<:<:<:
thats all ~~

Outing :D

woke up in the morning and went to school for chinese lesson .
Actually teacher dont wanna teach already as not even half of the class show up .
then end up lesson resume till 10.30.
took bus back to cwp , walk home .
spent 1hour on fixing my guitar ><
stone at home till 3plus ?
went to bath and went up to meet up with them .

Headed down to cine and watched "dear john"
it was a nice movie though oo .
ahahs , movie ends at 6plus ,
went to kfc to have dinner .
Saw jun hao and ray
lols , was talking with them awhile .

and went off around 8-9 plus ?
sent her home and walked back home :D ..

Tomorrow going gym with jun hao .
D: gonna hurts again .

not loving you is harder than you know D:

tired ...

came to post since i'm awake from my slumber .
slept for only 5 hours then wake up by jionghow's call .
thanks ah =.="

yesterday was achievement day so didn't went to school .
morning meet up with weilong to have breakfast with him , after that went to find ruilin to take something from her .
Meet up with timothy during noonaround 1 ?
headed down to queensway as we wanna buy things .
bla bla bla ~~

after we bought our things , went back to cwp and do homework which is due on monday -_-
yu ping join us as she got nothing to do ?
xD stayed in mos burger from evening till night and i got my work done ^^
we went to library and do cause alot people at mos burger lols .
Went to library and stressing about how to end with timothy's compo .
lols finally got his work done at around 8+ ? 
sit and chat chat awhile before sent yu ping home .

After that reach home around 9+ , bath , went out again
Went to tevin to find wei bin , qi hua and him .
Ton at his house , faint lols .
played mahjong from 11plus till morning 6plus .
Took 856 home , reach home around 7and went to bed .
ahahs , fun day actually? hmm...


Being able to tell a person you love her/him needs alot of courage ^^

came to write something .
for the past few days , nothing happen much , got test for almost every subject ,
didn't do very well , hmmm .
went to eat sakae with andrew , adrian , yu ping and xue li on friday .
lols , been chatting while eating .
after that , headed down to occ with adrian to meet up with slum , alex and des .

watch them play pool , dam funny larh .
ahahs , after that went to chong pang as they wanna eat .
meet up with wei bin , tevin , qi hua and hong lee .
lols slack slack till 10 , went back to woodlands to slack with jiong how till 12 a.m and went home sleep :D .

as for yesterday , had a "great" session with pals .
although i didn't sing very well -_- , sorry about that .
hope we had more of this sessions which ends with laughters .

even though it's impossible ....

nothing to do , so came to post again eh .
nothing much happen recently .
study , slack , etc ...

tomorrow is march already .
pretty fast eh , the faster the time pass , the closer we get to O's level examination period .
Yet , still cannot study .
faint -_- ,
having headache ..
tomorrow is monday , darn it .
monday blues ~

Truth hurts , lie kills

hmm , nothing to do , so came to post lorhs .
since i'm so free ...
hmm a lot of things happen ,

dont wanna talk about it ,
tomorrow is thursday , it's friday soon !!!!!!
time do pass really fast -_- .
today had physic test .
very difficult D:

haiis

byes~~~


i know you got a boyfriend . 
hope he can treat you good 
but you know what ? 
how i wish i can be your boyfriend . 

elloz came to post , ahahs
been days since my last post .
hmm , nothing much happen recently .
just talk about yesterday and today barh . . .

yesterday was bored at home , so went over to weilong house and gamble ^^
got win got lose , till night , went over to sembawang to find ruilin for dinner around 9+
had mac for dinner .
Eat very slow ><
from 9plus eat till 10 plus , ahhas .
after that went to bust stop and wait for bus .
i waited for the bus from 10plus to 11 -_-
so dam long larhs .
Reach home around 12 plus .
lols ,
hmm thanks for accompany me <3
thats for yesterday .

As for today ...
hmm , nothing happen too .
ran 2.4 during P.E lesson ,
timing was 12min something -_- so sucks .
then after that had poa , didnt do her homework ><
after poa is physic ^^
ahahs , hmm skip skip .
after school got house meeting -_-
school very clever , put house meeting after assembly which make us stay at school like retard -_- .
Stay at school till 4plus , got release and took bus home .
thats all -_-

wahahahs ,

jamming ~~~~ i want ~~~ lols

Very bored , so came to post .
Give school a miss yesterday and headed down to school to play basketball with teachers .
After that , went home slack .
Till night , message ruilin and meet her to pass her things .
headed down to sembawang and pass to her .
accompany her go home then i went to slack alone .
blablabla .

lazy to type .
Today ,
early in the morning went to pray ,
after that stay at home as usual and rot -_- .

No life ~~
love and like is two different things 

Back home from a long day in school -_- .
when you replied me one word , i dont know what to reply you ... haiis .
went to school as usual today , was tired uhs , didn't sleep well last night .
Feeling down ~~~ mood swing ~

White lies doesn't hurts ? _|_
Is it late to regret now ? hais ,
i hope not  ?
But well , am i never gonna be with you  ?

T^T

came to post again .
went out to slack alone just now .
haiis ,
we used to chat whole day even we got nothing to say , but now ...
haiis ):

tears rolling down ....

i love you and i like you is two different thing alright ....

nothing to do , so came to post .
I know i very lame , i know i don't know how to entertain you ,
i know messaging with me seems very bored and pissed off to you  .
i know i very stupid dont know how to joke .
i am very stupid person .
but , who cares ?

Bang ~
last night , jun hao , ray and alex came to my house and slack .
Played guitar , comp games etc .
getting tired of life ? oO dont know how to say it but well ....

morning woke up and had breakfast with jun hao and ray , after that they went home and i went to school for physic's lesson .
Got a better understanding towards the topic that i'm always blur of .
Now at home , dont know what to do , so bored ...
if there was a chance , i wish to tell you i love you ):

it's been so long since i post eh oO . 
Nothing much happened nowadays . 
went out , study and play basketball just to keep me from thinking too much ...
Studies is getting more and more difficult . 
Can't concentrate for POA dont know why -_- . 


Feeling unhappy nowadays . 
CNY is coming but i'm not celebrating how nice ..
should i ? or should i not ? 
haiis 

elloz , came to post .
morning went to eat breakfast with timo , xueli and yu ping .
after that went to school for make up lesson by mr gwee .
Learned about physics then do some worksheet then end already .
Headed to find jun hao at cwp after the lesson went to have lunch with them at coffee shop .
came to my house slacked till 3 and he went off the meet his friend while chenfei and i go semb meet slumber for bball .

played bball till 930 then went off .
saw kt and train-ed with her back to woodlands .
Play bball like shit -_- drag whole team down only wth .
now at home , posting , tomorrow do homework .
bored ..


Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. 

elloz , came for a short post .
today went to school as usual .
Had english compre test and math test today .
Sure fail D:

after school , actually wanted to play bball at 369 .
who knows , it rains -_-||| in the end didnt play then go back school for parents meeting .
after the talk , bla bla bla ,
went to play bball at 178 with yj and cf .
play till 10 , lights off .
walk home .
very cold , was coughing -_- sick lerh ...

tatas...

I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell

Love always changes over time. And so does the pain love so often brings us.
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.
the longer a relationship is alive, the longer it takes to get over its death. But, for all things, there is a time.


hais , 
nowadays schooling lorh , 
nothing much also . 
Love a person for who he/she is .


cannot concentrate during lessons due to dont know what reason also . 
Jan is ending . 
and i didnt even have any progress to my studies . wtf ? _|_

elloz , came for a short post .
Been busy studying and doing homework .
retake mother tongue as i felt that i very lousy ? Oo
B4 with merit . wtf -_-|||

studystudystudy = results you want
slackslackslack = see a "ite" on the result slip . lols

elloz ,
nothing post .
everyday is the same .
go school , come back , do homwork , eat , sleep .
so boring .

wanna study but dont know where to start .
wanna  pay attention but feelings is distracting me .

gonna start taking down notes already .
if not Os sure die -_- .
dont have the mood to study now larhs .
fuck off dudes .

stress~

went to library and do my homework today .
Can't think of the story line larhs -_-
brain cells used up and i wrote only 3 paragraphs .
faint .

Met up with glad , xin di , jun jie and jun xian to go library today .
after that 4p.m glad went off first as she go meet her friend then left xin di . jun jie , jun xian and me .
we headed to jun jie and jun xian's house to slack awhile while waiting for gald as we having dinner together .

bla bla bla .
skip .
around 5+ glad came to jun jie and jun xian house to meet us .
then meet up with weilong at downstairs and we headed off to cwp to had our dinner .
Had long john for dinner .
after that went back home , now posting .
blabla black sheep .

Last day of the motivation program .
it was fun though .
But at the end , coach gave us maths paper to do .
when i saw the paper , i did nothing .
bang ~ head on the chair .
till the paper is over then coach gave us the solutions
was looking though larhs , all those question teacher teach us before .
after that , said bye to coach and went to take bus home .

was thinking , how i come to secondary 5 ?
what i have been studying in school for the past fucking 4 years ?

seriously , i dont know what to do now .

well , at school till 6p.m for yesterday , today and also tomorrow .
Well , the course was not as boring as it looks ,
was having fun though .

Yesterday was in the hall to see pupils taking back Os level result .
saw alot sad faces but well , i got B4 for my chinese again -_-
dam pissed off , vent anger by kicking the god dam door at the school hall .

aiya , what mrs chew said was right . Dont have the heart to study , no matter how you do , the result is the same .
so yeah , i'm not gonna retake .
rather use the time to brush up my other subjects that i'm weak at .

Been thinking alot nowadays .
I think i keep my mouth shut is better ? [;

who knows ....

another long day awaits tomorrow .
argh ~

thats all .
Guitar has add in Rhythm to my life .

Fun day :D

Had soccer match with my uncles today [[; .
it was fun . woots xD
played from 9-11 .
had mac for breakfast and went home  .
saw jun hao's so called "stupid" message and he called me .
mins later , he came .
was doing homework larhs , we are good boy ;D
ahahs , once he done his homework , he use computer while i'm still doing maths -_- .
Asked him some question about english paper that my teacher gave .
with his help , i done it [[;

after that , was slacking lo xP .
till 5+ , went to had late lunch / dinner with him at coffee shop .
After our meal , headed to his house awhile while i was waiting for gladys and jun xian for dinner .
When we reach his house , when he lay his fingers on the keyboard and started playing .
one word "awesome"
nothing to say .
ahahs ,
soon i went off to meet gladys and jun xian for dinner :D .
Had mos for our dinner .
accompany gladys go popular as she wanna buy things for her brother .
bought two pens , thanks for gladys's treat >< .
ahahs , after that went home [[;

thats all the crap for today ^^

it will be a long day in school tomorrow -_- .
sick .

Nth much to say .
Went to NYP yesterday with my classmates
was walking around , visiting different schools
ahahs , then they let us walk on our own .
i went to the stage and see those people practicing for later's NYP jam .
hope i can perform >< lols .
stupid thinking .
after that , went back to school at around 6 ?
took bus home .
reach home around 7+ ,
mother didn't cook dinner -_-
so meet up with jiong how and had my dinner at downstair's coffee shop .
then followed him go cwp , as he wanna buy ipod casing  .

meet up with slumber and slack awhile till 9plus , headed down to sembawang and waitied for ruilin to have supper .
Had mac for supper , and sent her home , i walk home as i wanna waste time [; .
was thinking alot things while walking lorhs .
who cares [[;

nothing much to say la .
was shock to hear from slumber that pai kia gary pass away yesterday morning .


R.I.P gary .
we wont forget you .

Didn't have the mood to post nowadays or should i say , dont feel like posting .
Did nothing much at school .
Lessons haven't officially started yet .

tomorrow going RP open house
Friday going NYP open house -_- .
and for next week , Monday , Tuesday and Wednesday , gotta stay back up till 6p.m for some stupid program that school offer us .
How nice -_- .

played electric guitar just now ,
get the feeling back and it was great .
Hope can go to studio again with the same old faces .

depressing jamming session we've got .
dont wanna mention about it .

school is gonna reopen soon .
sian .