140th post

finally reached 140th post .
Went to school as usual today .
Mood was not very good thanks to somebody .
reach school , can't smile like yesterday , can't joke like yesterday .

Today in school , for whole lesson , its like having test non-stop besides chemistry and poa .
yeah , now i know that , although i have friends in the class , i'm still alone .
as in , not in a groups anymore .
haha .... a joke eh ?
Life is getting hard day by day .
yeah , need to move on but i can't .
Paint a smile on my face just not to let you guys worry about it .
and yeah , i am a kind of person who hides my own problems to myself .
even if you ask me , i will still say fine , although you can hear the tone of mine and its a lie .