elloz ,
went for jamming yesterday .
was one of the best session that we have jam so far .
Played bad romance well enough and we played 5 times .
enjoyed the 2 hours session with them .
when i'm with them , i feel like i'm myself again  .

after jamming session , headed back to woodlands and jun hao suggested that he wanted to ton .
alex cannot make it so end up its jun hao , ray and jiong how .
jiong how came till 1 plus and he went home .
left the 3 of us playing guitar and sing song .
played till 4 and went to bed .
close my eyes and put an end to my day .

Sad day .

elloz ...
erm , had mother tongue paper this morning .
it was difficult . seriously difficult .
couldn't understand the passage .
goner for this paper. 
after the paper ends .
headed to 369 with timothy , chen fei and black black .
played basketball .
was fun uhs .
awhile later , timothy and chen fei went off first .
black black and i stayed and played a little longer.

reach home around 4plus ?
was resting as i'm lazy to bath ..
it was boring at home .
when i wanted to bath .
the clouds started to change in its colour .
from white to grey .
great . raining .
thunderstorms very scary .

the rain stop at 7 i guess ?
practiced my gigs as tomorrow having session with them .
it will be the last before mid year end .
and will continue after mid year end till before Os level started .
well , mid-year is near .
gotta study real hard .
alone .

whoa , -_- today was a hell day for me .
Due to my darn mouth .
things changed in a split second .
This was how it changed :
i said the wrong thing
she stare at me
and she angry
cause the words i said was her raw spot
so , in split second , i might be a jerk ? asshole ? bastard ? fucker ? to her ? i don't know , but its definitely not friends barh ? (at least for now i guess )
so ya , blame who ?
of cause is me .
knew that it hurts her after i saying it out .
what's the point then ?
its too late .
can't turn the time back .
what's done is done uhs i know .
and i knew that by saying sorry is not good enough too .
i know that it irritates her now barhs ?

so yeah .
its a darn fcuking shit day for me .

and i am very sorry for what i've said . D:
i know that it can't get rid of the hatred you had towards me now .
learn my lesson and
i will keep my mouth shut from now on .

came to post before i sleep uhs .
nothing much happen today .
went out to discuss about history project .
went back home , played comp , do homework and acoustic jamming session with jun hao .
Something happened uhs ,
hope you dont avoid me .
if you do , i also cannot do anything .
well , its life i guess .
my punishment i guess ?
ahas ....

hahas , been having great time nowadays .
Went to do homework with yuping in the afternoon till 430 p.m at ssc's starbucks .
took the shuttle bus back to sembawang interchange and took bus to cwp .
went home , and waited for dad and brother and went out to grandmother house again .
slacked , chat , eat and eat .
lols , then headed home . now at home using comp , dont know do what .
MisLEAD MISLEADMISLEADMISLEADMISLEAD

raining days @_@

Tired tired and dam tired D:
been a long day in school .
Feeling better after drinking timothy's honey lemon water .
ahas thanks ah
so bored now .
homework homework and homework . D:

hais ;c

elloz , came to post .
hmm , will be a short one i guess ?
yesterday went to catch a movie called " Date Night "
with timothy and yu ping .
can say its funny but at the same time its pervertic uhs .
watched at 4.10 p.m and ends at about 5.40+ p.m ?
went to meet up with xue li , venson and choon kiat at mega food mall as they having dinner .
after that , headed to library to do homework D;
Its drizzling , ahahs left and aroudn 7+ or 8 p.m
verson and choon kiat stays .
so yeah , sent xue li home as worry about her saftey uhs .
lols while timothy sent yu ping home .
had dinner at kfc with timothy .
and went home after that .

thats for yesterday .
now , today .
ahahs , tired uhs D:
had school lorhs , then bla bla bla .
went home , get changed , and went back to semb to do homework with timothy , jie ying and pei ying .
6p.m went home .
had dinner , slacked and now ,, posting .
D: D: D: D:

stress and sick-ed day

elloz readers .
wake up a little late than usual this time round .
sore throat has found me D: shit -_-
went to school by taking train .
the day started off well i guess .
after school had Oral -_-

topic wasn't really hard .
tried my best to make it through .
its good that i can speak to her now .

hope that sore throat will go away D:
dont wanna fall sick .
friday still got singing to do .
D: please please

boring day

elloz .
its was a boring day for me today .
Darn boring .
wake up in the morning around 7plus .
can't sleep due to reasonssssss
switch on my computer and stare at the screen not knowing what to do next
Till afternoon , mummy called and i went to have lunch with her .
after that , back to my staring session ..

till 3plus , went to do maths .
able to solve the questions .
and slacked again .
finally , evening .
couldn't take it anyone , headed to grandma house with dad and my brother .
played game , chat and had dinner at grandma house .
Until 10.30p.m ,
took train home and here i am , at home .
Posting .
its moments like this that make you want to end it all , moments that are, agrivating, horrible, and all together  inreversable .

elloz :D ,
came to post because today was a fun day for me .
hahas ! give school a miss as today is sports day and i am lazy to go .
Used comp in the morning , chen fei came my house around 10+ .
Slacked , used comp till 12plus and yuping text me .
got changed and head out to woodlands station and meet up with them .
chen fei and sarjeev was with me too as both of them going dont know where ahahas .

Met up with yu ping , venson , timothy and choon kiat in train .
went to orchard for party world .
ahahs sing from 2-7p.m
it was fun uhs , all of them sing well expect me ! D:
ahahas bad vocal i am
after that , timothy went off to go church and the 4 of us went to have our dinner ;D .

the dinner was great :D ,
and we took train and went home .
now i'm home posting .

well , friends ... just friends ..

since you want it to be this way fine .

elloz readers .
today was a hell day for me i would say .
once again . i got the feeling of being left out D;
dont know why . maybe is i'm not use to it ?
hmm , well , who cares , once a loner always a loner .
personal thoughts uhs .

today's AEP lesson was meaningless .
Did not learn anything .
english slot got taken by yu ping and xue li .
then i had to go for chinese for the oral thingy .
it was bull-shit -_-

dont know what so say le ,
after the AEP ends which is 5 p.m or so.
went home , took bus with sarjeev , chen fei , jie ying , wanee and eika .
walked back home alone .
bath-ed and now using comp .
maybe tomorrow will be good day ?
i wonder ...

The weather looks fine but inside my heart is despairing.

140th post

finally reached 140th post .
Went to school as usual today .
Mood was not very good thanks to somebody .
reach school , can't smile like yesterday , can't joke like yesterday .

Today in school , for whole lesson , its like having test non-stop besides chemistry and poa .
yeah , now i know that , although i have friends in the class , i'm still alone .
as in , not in a groups anymore .
haha .... a joke eh ?
Life is getting hard day by day .
yeah , need to move on but i can't .
Paint a smile on my face just not to let you guys worry about it .
and yeah , i am a kind of person who hides my own problems to myself .
even if you ask me , i will still say fine , although you can hear the tone of mine and its a lie .

Hahs ! today was the same as yesterday .
chat , joke , kena whack , very pain D:
hmm , let's talk abit barhs , had poa mock exam today .
dont know how to do D:
then mr gwee said phy test did very badly . (hope i'm not the one ? D: )
bla bla bla ;D

after school , played basketball while waiting for my dental appointment which is at 2.30 p.m
when the times up , i go there , then the dentist said need to wait longer , so i canceled the appointment and headed down to meet her .
accompany her to civic center as she want to have injection at Sata .
but alot people , then she lazy to wait .
so i headed home , she went to find friend .
now at home , just finish a game with timothy and his brother .
fun game ;D
got homework to do
a while later jun hao and ray is coming my house for some teachings of guitar D:
sian sian , bad romance !!!! ahahs !
thats all :D

 

woots , like this picture . aahhas the 4 guys man :D:D:D::D

hmm that photo was taken at timothy's church during saturday . 

for today , spent almost 3/4 of the day in school D: , 

chat , joke , kena whack , very pain D: 

hope tomorrow will be better :D

Doubt's yet to cleared

elloz ,
let's talk about yesterday ...
hmm , nothing happen much . just that morning went to swimming with jun hao and pals .
after that meet up with grand ma to do homework .
didn't do much as i dont know how to do ~.~
a while later xue li came .
Due to some reason , i dont dare to face her -_- .
Soon , i left and went home .
get changed and headed to novena to attend timothy's church concert .
Great song , singing and of cause , the melody of the piano .
talked with yang and jonathan too .
took some pictures also :D
and headed back to take train .
train to semb as i going to meet up with ruilin as she wanna eat dinner .
after that i took bus and went home .
Message xue li and cleared my doubts which is good thing or bad thing i dont know .
that ends my day with a sad tone .

besides , today ... which is sunday @_@
morning wake up and get bath and went to have breakfast just now .
Now at home posting .
hope today it ends the day with a happy tone ? i dont know .
Tomorrow is monday already . ..
when the skies seems dark , it means that the heaven is gonna cry . 

Long day in school today .
mood was okay till one message which turns my mood upside down .
thanks eh -_-
after school , stayed back for O's level study program .
Give lunch a skipped as i got no money to eat .

went to English and Physic's AEP lesson .
It ends about 5.15p.m .
Bus-ed with sarjeev and went home .

Reach home , bath , now using comp .
sian ..

it's obvious i know .
She's out of my league .
I know i never will be good enough for her however , misleading keep dragging me in .
yeah , i know i'm stupid , ugly and short .
i admit i'm not your type .
But , not loving you is harder than you know .
let this just be a sour feeling for me and unknown feeling to you .